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A Mom's Year

Creating a comfortable life one moment at a time

February 22, 2012

Creative + Life / Being the Bird

 

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Years ago when Will was just a baby, I edited a workbook for The Bean Trees by Barbara Kingsolver. The writer, Gia, had laid a wonderful foundation and I was able to add another layer, pulling more symbolism and meaning from the story. Kids would have a deeper understanding of what The Bean Trees was about because of Gia and me.

And I was very happy about that. But part of me was thinking how nice it’d be to put that kind of effort into something of my own.

Around the same time, we watched the Oscars and a fellow named William Monahan won Best Adapted Screenplay for The Departed. I googled Monahan and discovered that he had attended a well-known college, with plans to become a professor of Shakespeare and write fiction on the side. But then one day he asked himself, “Do I want to be the ornithologist or do I want to be the bird?”

I read this to Tim, who said, “But I like looking at birds.”

“That’s not the point,” I said. “It’s like guitar. You love listening to music, but you want to participate, too. Which is why you bought a guitar and mess around on it.”

And sometimes that’s enough. Just messing around, playing other people’s music. That’s how I am about piano. I’m absolutely, perfectly happy playing other people’s music. I have nothing to add to Bach. Or to the Glee songbook. Same with cooking. I love to cook, but I’m content using other people’s recipes. No desire to create something original of my own at all.

But when it comes to reading other people’s writing, I nearly always feel restless. Haunted, even. No matter how much I enjoy the book or article, there’s part of me thinking: I can do this. And, unlike writing music or inventing a recipe, it’s what I feel I should be doing.

I suppose, despite my attempt to be original, what it all really comes down to is this: On your deathbed, what would you most regret not having done? When should you have been brave enough to cross over from being the ornithologist to being the bird?

P.S. This wisdom from AmberLee at The Giver’s Log always cheers me up when I’m down on myself for not managing to be the ornithologist or the bird: 

A very wise friend taught me this one. (This friend, by the way, is a super capable mother of six.) The problem is, when you’re competent, you know how well you could play every part in your life. Your pantry could be organized, your dinners could be delicious and interesting, you could show up with warm chicken noodle soup at the door step of anyone who needs it, then go home and have a meaningful phone call with a friend. But as you are picturing all this, you neglect to notice that all those things take not only competence, but hours. Lots and lots of hours. So unless you want to make an organized pantry your life’s work (and let me just say I think that is a worthy goal), it’s okay to let your standards drop a little. It’s okay have a partly organized pantry.

 

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  1. Steph says

    February 23, 2012 at 3:49 am

    Lovely post, Shannon. There aren’t enough hours in the day to do everything. I drive myself frantic a lot of the time thinking I should be doing more, but I’m exhausted every night, so I’m not doing too badly. However, it’s never enough…
    I look forward to some inspiring articles from you. I need them!

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  2. Shannon says

    February 23, 2012 at 10:34 am

    Thanks, Steph. It’s hard to admit we can’t do everything. At least not all at once.

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  3. Marilyn says

    February 23, 2012 at 11:15 am

    Things have been so busy on my end lately that I think now is exactly the right time to ask myself that question again. That’s a good question with excellent timing.

    PS – I’ll be curious to hear what you think about Quiet by Cain. I have it on reserve and am eagerly awaiting it.

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  4. Lisa Fyfe says

    February 23, 2012 at 8:07 pm

    Ha! Just as I flipped to your blog I was getting depressed that I had so much to do and I am so freaking tired. Plus my pantry is actually a mess. Thank you for mentioning me and thanks for writing this post. It made me feel better:)

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  5. Shannon says

    February 23, 2012 at 8:41 pm

    I’m freaking tired, too, Lisa. And there’s still more to do. I’m glad it made you feel better. I wonder if photography is “being the bird” for you? Or is it something else?

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Pandas are back at the National Zoo! We were there within days of hearing the news. 😂 Bao Li and Qing Bao are enjoying the spruced-up panda home on the zoo's Asian Trail. 

We last saw the pandas during a trip to D.C. in May 2011. I'm not sure if it was Mei Xiang or Tian Tian who firmly kept their back to us, but it was pretty hilarious. (photo #7) Not only did we get to see those wonderful pandas, but we got to spend time with Alexandra's godmother, Amy, who was on home leave from her job with the State Department. Amy's a fellow Midwesterner I met when we were interns waaay back in the day. (We connected watching "Northern Exposure" at Thompson-Markward Hall, affectionately known as the Home for Wayward Women.)

Be sure to put "Visit the Pandas" on your itinerary when you come stay with us in Baltimore. ❤️

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My mom practiced, practiced, practiced and got to sing at Carnegie Hall for the premiere of "A Vision Unfolding" by Minnesota composer Kyle Pederson. A truly beautiful, uplifting work. I hadn't been to Carnegie Hall before, so to visit for the first time to watch my mom perform was really wonderful.

Before the concert, we met Mom and her fellow choir member, Kathy, at Patsy's, just down the block. The traditional Italian food was perfect on a chilly, rainy day—and it was fun to see photos of the celebrities who've dined there over the years, from Rihanna to Frank Sinatra (the restaurant's claim to fame is that it was his favorite). 

Mom, Tim, and Will hadn't been to the 9/11 Memorial and Museum yet, so we headed to lower Manhattan after the concert. As we walked silently through the exhibits, trying to take it all in, I was struck by the distance between the concert, "A Vision of Light," and the grief and darkness around us. I thought of the words Mr. Pederson shared in the playbill, "It is my hope that we lean into the invitation that the choir offers—that each of us might reach out beyond our comfort zone and seek to build bridges of care and connection, finding a better way of being in community." And that’s what art does—it offers light when and where we need it most.

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Is there a more endorphin-pumping experience than working out to '80s music? I don't think so! Thank you to @natalie_dancebody and @mindi_dancebody for a truly joyful workout this morning. So much fun to dance along with two songs the Dancing Mamas tapped to back in the day at our kids' recitals: "Footloose" and "Beat It"! I hope you do this again, @dancebody ❤️🔥🎉

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Happy Valentine’s Day! I approach holiday greetings with more caution than I used to because I know these occasions can be painful for people who’ve lost someone. Which is pretty much everyone, especially when you get to be my age. 

This day might not be the same as it was, but I hope you still have a valentine, whether it’s a romantic partner or a friend or a much-loved pet. Or yourself. We make good valentines because we know our favorite chocolate and what books we want.

I’ll always hang the Hearts on a String for any kid who’s home on Valentine’s Day, except not this year because the puppy would tear them to bits. 

What a great Valentine’s message. 😅 Well. I do hope you have some treats today and you know I’m thinking of you fondly. ❤️
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